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December 15, 2006. Thats today. I was looking back all my old entries and it blows my mind on everything that i wrote. It was so long ago that i wrote my last entry. Does anybody even use this thing anymore? Oh well, its fun, keeps me busy and makes me think about whats going on in life. Can you believe that semester numero uno is over. it seems like yesturday was the first day of senior year. How can we already be freshman in college. There are days when i wish i was done with school, but then i realize that college is ten times better then high school. Hey its hard to meet people, but when you meet someone you know they are looking for the same thing, and long time friendship. I actually really enjoy harper. It is actually fun. So many people bad-mouthed harper for so long and it is actually a great school. My teachers were amazing and fun. I just took my NLN pre-admissions test today. Oh man i felt like i was sitting in schaumburg highs gymnasium at a table with a hard seat for four hours, with teachers pacing the floors making sure your eyes were on your own ACT test. it was nuts. I am retaking it just for my statisfaction. I am really excited for all of fthe dental hygiene clinical classes to start. It was so nice when i got phone calls from all of my friends today wondering how my exam went. You all are so supportive. muah! Christmas is just around the corner. Does it even feel like christmas to you?? It doesnt to me at all. I feel like it is going to be 80 degrees tomorrow, sunny and humid. How nice would that be. As much as i love christmas and the meaning of christmas, it just doesnt feel like it should be. One thing that do love about the holiday season is the christmas sales.... they are just to good to be true. well im out of words.
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posted at: 3/15/06 - 3:45 pm
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wow it has been so long since i last wrote anything here.. Anyways i am just so freaking excited for friday.
i cannot believe it is senior year and something actually happened that is truely awesome!
SCHAUMBURG SAXON BASKETBALL is going down STATE!!! hell yah!! what now!!! GO SAXONS
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posted at: 11/9/05 - 8:31 pm
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Eeek..... i hate not having a computer. The computer dude better fix this thing fast. I love using my dads laptop though. i cant wait to get mine. so this weekend was going to be amazing but a lot of htings fell through and now im really sad...... like extrememly sad.. boowhoo. so our weekend starts tomorrow and i am very excited. cant wait for that one. shall be very exciting. hopefully even though im sad.. hehe.... so im very confused still and i really dont like it.. .oh well soon enough we shall find out right??? okay yah... so i went on a career trek today and i wasnt as boring as i thought they gave a lot of information out that is going to be very helpful. OH i got college info back from a college i applied to today... all i have to do is make sure my transcript and recomendations get there.. im excited i cant wait to see where ive gotten accepted too.... i want to go to college.. YAY!!!!!! i cannot wait i am so excited. college life is so different. i know i have experienced it a few times.. i love it. i cannot wait. to be able to go anywhere i want see whoever i want... this shall be fun!!!! well im outta here because i have some stuff to do... goodnight and have an amazing weekend everyone!!!!
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posted at: 11/6/05 - 7:11 pm
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So the past two weekends of mine have been the best ever... i loved every second of them. Im very confused about them a litte bit actaully.. but soon enough i htink we will figure out why. I really love being able to do what i want now.. actually i just do it anyways. oh well get over it right. im leaving for college in less then a year so whatever. i really need to figure out where i want to go . every where i have applied to and everywhere i have looked at i fell in love with . i think i am going on a college visit at the end of the week but who knows. i hate this whole college process. i want to go to one school but my parents are like im sorry no.. whatever we will see if i can change their mind. but then i think about the reasons i want tog o there and i really hope its not because of a stupid one that i have. i want to go to a school because i want to go there not because someone is there already waiting for me. you can make anything work no matter where you are.... im just excited to figure out what i really what to do with my life. i just want school to be over so i can start college.. well i want the senior parts to go slow like the fun stuff but other then that lets get on with it. my senior year has so far been truely amazing.. with love, and heartbreak, confusion, parties, greatest friends ever, road trips, sneakouts, pictures, laughs, clubs, shopping, movies, 110 on I-88... ooh man.. the list just keep on going. i cannot wait for thanksgiving break and winter break because then i get to see my like 5 favorite people ever. i miss them all. even though i just saw two of them.. and i saw one of them alot already but you know what you can never see someone too much.. lol... have a great week everyone.... remember keep smiling because you never know who is falling in love with your smile!!!!!!
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posted at: 11/2/05 - 4:22 pm
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A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody .
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt."
Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8
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wow two updates in one day..
happy halloween yesturday!
So this weekend good quite possibly be
one of the best weekends ive ever had.
Then it kind of back fired in my freakin face.
some of the things i wish never happened..
but i dont regret anything. and then again.....
i guess im just hoping that its not always going
to be like this and some how it will change and
possibly get better but i dont know.
i feel like im living a life of all lies..
i feel like everyone is hiding something from me
and that my life is never going to be the same...
some times i wonder what my life would be like if
one month ago NEVER HAPPENED?
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posted at: 11/1/05 - 8:18 am
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i feel like im crazy.
actually you are driving me crazy.
why do i always put myself through this.
i swear the day starts off amazing and happy
then it all turns around and back fires in my face.
i dont want to cry anymore.
i think i no something but im afraid to admit it.
i hate this
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posted at: 10/26/05 - 9:57 pm
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you know what i miss...? I miss it all... every part of it. It still hurts, but i think a lot of people think that im alright. NEWS FLASH: it hurts like hell. I feel better when we talk. I dont know why. Its weird i feel like i can talk to him for hours. if i didnt have school in the morning i would be on the computer 24/7.... i dont know what has gotten into me. Lately i have been in an extremely good mood. everything is going good. But tonight something just clicked and all of asudden i wanted to start crying. Like i had a feeling of heartache.. I hate that feeling. whatever. I cant wait for this weekend. Its going be unbelievably CRAZY.... dont ask me what im doing yet because i will tell you sunday night!!!!!!!
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posted at: 10/7/05 - 12:57 pm
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so every promise that was made to me.. was pretty much broken.
I really cant take this anymore. I am so emotional
and i really really hate it. I cant be pretending anymore.
I literally broke down yesturday @ orchesis.
When i walked in and everyone was staring at me
that just did it. I felt like i had a sign over my head saying
"Look at me, My boyfriend Broke up with." I just lost it. Tears
just started pouring out. Then when everyone started asking me if
i was okay. What was i supposed to say. YAH IM AWESOME!! THANKS.
No. Because im not, im not half way okay. I am hiding all of my emotions
inside and i really cant do it anymore. Ali took me into the hallway and i just lost it again
I seriously didnt want to stop. I pulled myself together walked into the dance room and everyone
seriously like walked upto me and asked if i was okay. What was i supposed to say again. I just
looked at them and nodded quickly. It sucked when people hugged me though. I couldnt do it.
I just wish i wasnt hugging them but i was actually hugging someone else. But that wont happen.
I just wish i had answers. But i guess i will never get any.
I have ideas on why. But i dont want to get into them and i dont want to get myself going.
And hey you never know i can be wrong. I cant even listen to the radio. What the hell.
Everything i do just makes me want to scream.
The song UNTITLED by Simple Plan... right now explains my feelings.
OH and im loving KELLY CLARKSON right now.
& its not like i can just move on. I was with him for so long. Its kind of hard to just
start over with something. I guess what hurts the most is that i thought everything was going
good.. and it was just sooo sudden. Whatever. I guess i should stop over reacting.
EFF THIS....
all i ever want to do is cry. and i just cant. like i guess i have emotionally built up a wall
to block all my emotions from coming out. Its soo hard. Every Five seconds i want to just lie in my bed and cry. Whatever.
I dont want to talk about this anymore..
on another note..
tonight is senior night im so excited..
thats gonna be sad to!.
But hey im the senior now. now i dont have
to be like. uh im going to miss those seniors
next year. Because we all will be leaving together!!!
Then im shopping saturday to get more HC stuff.
and then sunday is the Chicago M. and maybe some other fun
too.. Hopefully i get it OKAYED!!!
yah!
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posted at: 9/25/05 - 10:24 am
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so ill update more later...
but .. cani just say
that i love my boyfriend...
i come home from the mall with caitlin
last night and i walk downstairs to my
basement and there he is... OMG.......
thnx for the suprise!!
gtg but ill update more later
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posted at: 9/14/05 - 11:18 am
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So im in survey right now... how fun is that... we are in the lab looking up different kinds of political cartoons. im teacher is weird but really cool too. she doesnt car what we do. she lets us talk on our cell phones sometimes to.. okay what teacher does that. not many.. anyways.. today is
7 MONTHS... yay!!!
i <3 my boy...
well im out the dumb teacher is walking around.
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posted at: 9/11/05 - 10:11 pm
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i miss you
omg i miss you like crazy..........
funny thing is .. is that i know....
something you dont know again
im soooo good....... but youll.....
find out soon enough!!.. so dont.
get to bent out of shape.. i <3 u.
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posted at: 9/7/05 - 7:44 pm
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What a BOYFRIEND SHOULD KNOW and a GIRLFRIEND SHOULD DO
Guys:Put your hands around her waist firmly
girls: lay your headback on his shoulder and put your arms on his.
Guys:whisper in her ear
Girls: giggle
Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back.
Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys: automatically move closer to her. (if your stupid then you'll
either say" me too " or you'll give her your jacket... don't)
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her.
Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give
her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... and mean it.
Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put yourhead on his
chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
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posted at: 8/31/05 - 9:31 pm
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so i wish that it would be like it used to. back where i was able to be there when ever. see it whenever. hold it whenever. i just wish it was back to that again. i cant wait for the day to be like that. i know itll be soon. oh man i misss this.
my week-
monday.... good worked, started intern. best few hours of my life. talked to my boyfriend
tuesday... it was good again... intern again... was totally awesome.. dont ever want to miss it. orchesis.. eh it was okay i guess... hehe cant wait till friday..
wednesday... awesome.. i loved intern its soo much fun i cant tell you how much i love it.
We are ROYS GIRLS!!! thats right!!.. lol.... [hale interns]
oh man septfest this weekend.. shall be fun.. cant wait for it. i want to see david cassidy.. i am seeing it no matter what anyone says lol.... cant wait to see atrain and possibly tom....
fun stuff!!
well im out im making yummy cookies!
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posted at: 8/27/05 - 10:01 pm
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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.****(i changed that because animal, wtF?)
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
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so summer is pretty much over. School starts tomorrow.
im excited actually. i mean im sad that summer is over.
but im excited because its SENIOR YEAR! im scared though
i hope i can keep my grades up, intern will be amazing.
Im sad because the seniors from last year are all pretty much
gone. I've said goodbye to my boyfriend 3 times now. I loved
last night. I miss him like crazy. i want him back sooo badly.
band camp was okay. Thank god for being one of the drity dozen.
i dont think i could have marched the whole show again. Oh well.
Im excited for tomorrow.!! yah. im actually sad at the same time
because this means that high school is almost over. AHH.
which means i need to start sending in my college applications.
And i need to be getting ready to go off to college. Thats the
scariest part. AHH. im giong to miss everyone after high school.
So we graduate June 4th!! YAH... im excited!! well we still have the
rest of this year lol...
so this summer was good!!.. lets see what i did....
-26 hour bus ride
-florida
-bonfires
-pizartys
-.99 cent bowling
-graduation parties
-going away parties
-lil concerts
-interviews
-birthday parties
-band camp
-six flags
-sleepovers
-making breakfast for boys
-watching movies
-sitting in the hottub
-GETTING A CAR
-sectionals
-orchesis
-work
-shopping
-visiting my boy @ school.
- and much much much more!
So on thursday i went to NIU with Tom's family.
i had a great time! it was a blast. i was so excited
to see him!. i missed him a lot. But then i had to say goodbye again.
that was the hardest part. Sucked even more last night when he dropped me
off at my house and i had to say goodbye again. i didnt want to get out
of the car. i didnt want to say goodbye. I miss him like crazy.
Hopefully school will help get it off my mind just a little bit. EEEEEK..
so good luck everyone on your first day of school.. yes that means everyone
high school kiddos, junior highers, elementarys, collegers!!...
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posted at: 7/28/05 - 9:04 am
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wow,
so i really havent updated in awhile..
like really really updated..
its kind of weird
anyways.....
so my sumer has been good...
i work alot and dance alot
i hang with tom and caitlin and dave alot to
weve had some bonfires...
so random partys
gone to a few graduation partys
made some new friends
bowling
mini golfing
shopping
FLORIDA
band
orchesis starting
driving to random places
crazy rain storms
MY summer has been actually really good... its sad its over.... but just think
next summer is just going to be full of graduation partys, 18th birthdays, getting
ready for college... saying goodbye to your best friends.. It'll probably be the best summer of your life
i cant wait
Im sad that we only have one more year of high school left though...
all the memories.. all the good times... wow they are almost over...
i cant wait for homecoming and turnabout and PROM!!!!
Senior brunch, Senior Picnic, Senior Ditch day, Graduation Practice, the last issue of the newspaper..
wow i cant wait!!!!!
IM SAD THOUGH.. BUT HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME..
Enjoy yours summer!!!!!!!!!
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